Yet another *wednesday...my day starts at 9.00am with my first class..no bawe today..bosan plak..takde orang nak sembang2. La place henkan tu..masu2 wakaranakunatchatte...nasib baik momo tau..bleh tiru dia. Walk away from the 2nd class after the teacher took my attendance. I feel that sitting in that class is useless for me. Maybe others think different..but I dont want to waste my time there. No one listens..everyone is talking. Nobody can hear that teacher. He has this small voice..like orang tgh cakap kat 50m depan kita. Plus..he is giving notes..yang ada dalam buku..and writes on the board..without even looking at the students. For 1 jam setengah...he will write and write..non stop. Xpenah kasi soalan, nor contoh2 menjawab soalan. So..no point being there. Im just waiting for the last year papers from him..At least I tak ponteng..chanto pegi mark the attendance..and leave..

Pagi tadi macam2 aku fikir dalam kepala nih..Everything is not going my way at the moment. Ada kawan pun...semua setakat mengaku kawan je lah. Bila susah baru nak cari kita..bila senang bleh mampus la..Next time jgn mengaku kawan la kalau tak tau tanggungjawab sebagai kawan.

Then aku pikir about next year..about my plan nak bawak mom and dad jalan jepun..Eventhough it is still veerrryy early to make any decision..tapi rasa cam muri pulak...Since a lot is happening kat mesia..and maybe apa yg berlaku kat sana lebih important than what is here..so aku tak kisah lah...Then again..I have to accept the fact that I'm far away here in Japan..and everyone is back there in Malaysia. So why argue when I know I cant do anything unless study, enjoy my life and spend the next 3 or 4 years here in Japan. I guess I have to learn to control my emosi from now onwards..

Oh ya...since a lot happened..I decided to cut my hair off..not to mention the hot weather...mou genkai desu